Fuzzy
Current mood: Indecisive
I have a tough decision to make. I have to decide whether I should keep my cat Nicholas or not. It’s a tough one and I am really agonizing over this. I live in an apartment, and thus, he is an indoor cat. For most of the time anyway. When I visit my parents they let him go out in the back yard. And he loves it! But when we get back home he seems frustrated (and I don’t blame him for that) and meows and wants to go outside. But I can’t let him out on the streets where the cars drive by in high speed and so on.
So, do I give him time and hope that he will eventually calm down when he grows older (he’s only 10 months)? Or do I try to find him a home where he can be outside, preferably with some cat friends to play with? It would be the best thing to do for him probably. But for me? I would feel terrible, giving up on a friend that I have settled on spending a long time with. I don’t know, I just want to cry when I think about it. Damn!!!
It would probably be the best thing for Nicholas to live with someone where he could come and go as he pleased. But I don’t know anybody who could take him in. If I knew a friend of a friend or something so I still could keep in touch, or hear news about him.. I thought of my sister, but I don’t think she wants to take care of him and second, it would be too hard on me to see him. Damn again, I don’t know what to do!!!
//Syntium
