Restless brain
D just ‘diagnosed’ me of having Mental Restless Legs Syndrome. Like a restless brain I guess. ^_^
After years and years and Years (!) of depression and getting diagnosed (for real) as a schizophrenic, it feels like I can finally say that I feel good (well most of the time anyway). But then there’s this feeling of feeling uncomfortable, restless and so on. So what do I do to cure these feelings? I buy stuff, like clothes (which I need ofc, but they’re often too small since I buy them off the Internet. But it’s okay ’cause I AM going to lose weight). And I bought a domain (which this blog will eventually move to, but that’s a later question). And through all of this I need to buy food and save up for a new aquarium. So money’s a little short these days. But, I will make it and not ask annoying parents for a loan! So help me Goddess! ;P
And I suppose next month won’t that easy either with expenses like a chistening gift for my niece. And there’s bills to pay and so on.. But I won’t nag about that now, it’s depressing enough as it is. My point is that I need to channel my energy through something else, like taking walks (I really need that) and so on.
But I have this urge to buy stuff. Take the aquarium for instance. It costs 7k (Swedish currency) and to me that is a lot of money. I am afraid that I will regret it when I have bought it, or feel like I have wasted my hard saved money on something I don’t really need. (Well I don’t need it but the fishies need a bigger place).
But on the other hand I really want that aquarium, I think it’s fun with fish and aquariums. So.. I don’t know. I will stop ranting now, before I go insane, muhaha..
//Syntium
