Video
Current mood: Impatient
I’ve decided to get a video camera! At least I think I have decided..
I will use it for video diaries, and for other stuff of course. The video diaries will be secret, as my secret diary files. I’ll have to find a way to encrypt such a thing. Sometimes, it doesn’t suffice with just writing. You need to talk to somebody. And my therapist had a day off today, so I couldn’t talk to her. Maybe a video camera would help. Because it feels like you sometimes need to hear the words in your head out loud. Hmm.. Well, we’ll see what happens.
//Video Syntium
Part II 22:44
Current mood: Stressed
I feel stressed out, but I can’t exactly pinpoint why I do so. Maybe it’s all the ideas I’ve got in my head like the video camera, and writing a book and so on. And I feel stressed by my own impatience. That I can’t start writing Now, because I don’t really have a clue where to start and so on and so forth. I feel that I can’t relax at all. And I feel too dependant on certain people, people I really shouldn’t trust that much, it feels, or rather need so much.
Ah, I don’t know.. My head just feels.. disorganized or something (don’t even know if that’s a word).
//Syntium
