Syntium – The Blog

Current mood: Bouncy

Ok, maybe not gloomy, but it is Sunday, and it happened to be the song I was listening to, so.. ^^.

Changed the theme of my blog. I’m still not sure if it’s THE theme or if it is such a thing (I get bored easily, hence the change). And the other one, although very beautiful looking, felt a little cluttered.

Current mood.. Well, I guess I am as bouncy as you can be in this heat. But I’m still happy about having random quotes on syntium.nu. Now I just have to figure out how to make the page more.. dynamic.
I really want to learn more about web design, but university, and a degree, feels so far off, it’s like trying to comprehend the distance from Earth to Mars. Ok, maybe not quite, but it is in the same league. But I’ve been over this before.

On another note, it’s Europride in Stockholm this year. I’m not going. In 2006, Darren Hayes performed and I couldn’t go then because I had no place to live. I wouldn’t have a place to stay this year either, but since I couldn’t go in 2006, I kind of lost interest in the whole Pride thing. It doesn’t seem worth it, the crowd and so on.
I saw this picture of the audience of Iron Maiden, it was this whole stadium cramped with people. And I almost (almost) got an anxiety attack of the thought of being there. People pushing an shoving. No, I’m better off to stay at home, where there are no crowds and no subway, nothing to worry about. Well, almost nothing anyway.

I’ll just publish this now…

//Syntium

22:23 Part II: Mp3-player

Current mood: Calm

I have just ordered one of these. Cool, huh? ;) Can’t wait ’til it has arrived. I ordered this mp3-player from a place in Sweden, but this pen with 4GB memory was cheaper than the more ‘standard-looking’ one with only 2GB memory. So I of course cancelled my order from the Swedish place and got this instead ^_^.

Well, dunno what else to write right now so.. Good night!

//Syntium

Current mood: Creative

Just thought I’d share a cool video with you all :)

//Syntium

20:10 Part II: YAY!

Current mood: Happy!

I’ve finally managed to do something with my site that I have wanted to do for a long time. And that is to have random quotes on my page. D has it, but he of course clean forgot of how he did it, even what to search for ;P. But I googled a little meself and don’t ask me how I got it to work but I did! The only thing that bugs me is that  ‘-sign is changed to a questionmark. Ah, well, I’ll figure that one out someday.

//Syntium

Current mood: Lost

I tought about going back to school, and eventually study web design at the university. But now I don’t know.. I’m not sure that I can handle it. Before the summer, I was really psyched about going back to school, but this summer.. This summer has somehow shifted my inner balance and now I don’t feel so psyched anymore. Quite the opposite. I just see the negative side about it all, like I probably have to study a lot before I even get in to the university. And then, going to the university I have to take a student loan, and I really can’t afford my apartment with only a student loan and I do not want to move! So, do I go to the bank then or what? I have no clue.

And just suppose I do get an education as a web designer, who would hire me? I don’t think I can work full time, and who would hire someone as a web designer if they only can work part time?
Guess I could start my own business, but for that you need experience.

Maybe I’m being overly negative. I really want to study web design and learn more but.. The road to that place is so long. Guess I should just go and find out what subjects I need to study to get in to the university. But it scares me somehow. If there’s like five subjects, then that vwould take me like five years in my pace. Ah, well.. we’ll see what happens.

//Syntium

Current mood: Bored

Thursday, D is coming to visit!! Only five days to go, YAY! ^_^ Soon I will have a little mini vacation from myself I hope. I guess I could use that, been a lot going on in my mind lately. So I hope it will be nice with movies, video games and a lot of food that’s not really healthy for you ^^.

I’ve been trying to find The Right theme for my dream blog, and I am as satisfied with the one I’ve just found as I’ll ever be, I guess.

What else? Oh, nothing much.. I’m bored, and it’s only Saturday.. Want it to be Thursday! But I guess it eventually will. And Sunday..

Ok, this was a tad bit depressing.. I’ll try and add a fun video for ya!

//Bored syntium