School?
Current mood: Lost
I tought about going back to school, and eventually study web design at the university. But now I don’t know.. I’m not sure that I can handle it. Before the summer, I was really psyched about going back to school, but this summer.. This summer has somehow shifted my inner balance and now I don’t feel so psyched anymore. Quite the opposite. I just see the negative side about it all, like I probably have to study a lot before I even get in to the university. And then, going to the university I have to take a student loan, and I really can’t afford my apartment with only a student loan and I do not want to move! So, do I go to the bank then or what? I have no clue.
And just suppose I do get an education as a web designer, who would hire me? I don’t think I can work full time, and who would hire someone as a web designer if they only can work part time?
Guess I could start my own business, but for that you need experience.
Maybe I’m being overly negative. I really want to study web design and learn more but.. The road to that place is so long. Guess I should just go and find out what subjects I need to study to get in to the university. But it scares me somehow. If there’s like five subjects, then that vwould take me like five years in my pace. Ah, well.. we’ll see what happens.
//Syntium
