Syntium – The Blog

Current mood: Frustrated

I can’t seem to get the dream blog to work again. Don’t know what to do with it and no one seems willing to answer me in the forums. That just sucks big time.

Well, anyway, I’ve added a widget that informs you the Very important information of what kind of music I’m listening to. ^_^

On another note (no pun intended), I have ‘discovered’ that there’s hardly a thing in my apartment that doesn’t come from Ikea. It’s sad really. I mean, it is good looking stuff on the surface, but it really doesn’t go any deeper than the surface. It feels impersonal somehow. But maybe it’s because after a while you don’t ‘notice’ the stuff when it ‘s not new anymore.
Anyway, it’s cheap  and it was close so.. And I am a shallow person, I always go by the surface, so I really have no clue what I am complaining about ;)

So about those memoirs of mine.. On one hand I really want to write them, like Now (and I have written quite a lot already) but on the other hand it feels like I might be to young. The journey is not over. I mean it could still go downhill from here, and then I’ll get new experiences, that could be good to have in the book also. Not that I am waiting for feeling shit again so that I can write about it. No, as I am writing this, it feels like now is the time. That I should really get my act together and finish this book.
But it feels like I’m going in the wrong direction. I once took this writing class, and I’m thinking about contacting the teacher I had then and maybe she could read it for some constructive criticism. Or at least give me a few pointers. It’s such a vast subject. And I don’t know if I’m writing ‘too’ much about something, and then to little about something else. Like I said, it’s a vast subject and I don’t want to read the book a few years from now and feel like I’ve missed out on some important detail. Perhaps I should read some autobiographies.

Now I am hungry, and off to make me some dinner.

//Syntium