Yep.. Still proud!
Current mood: Tired as hell
Yeah, I’m pretty beat, woke up at 6 A.M this morning despite being so tired yesterday night. Don’t know how I’ll get through the day without sleeping some, but I can’t do that, I have an important meeting today.
I’m going to decide whether I should go to school or not. Or maybe not decide, I’ll probably end up there in one way or another, but rather gather the courage to start school again.
‘Maybe I’m just too old to be a student’ or something.
Now I have gotten a little taste of what it would be like to design websites with making my own and my own blog theme, and I don’t know.. Maybe it would be fun. Creative at least, and I need that. Some boring 9 to 5 job wouldn’t suit me at all, I really need something that I would be comfortable doing and not something that would easily bore me.
Anyways.. I apologize for not writing more often in the dream blog. It’s just that, as of late, (or more like a couple of months) dreams haven’t been that vivid or followed a ‘theme’ so to say, but just been tiny remnants of memories of dreams. But I guess (I hope) that this run in cycles, and that I will be getting another dream period again.
What else? Well, I’m open to suggestions as to what to add to the site. Drop me a line in the guestbook!
//Syntium
14:55 Part 2: What kind of world are we living in?
Current mood: Pissed off
You shouldn’t listen to the news of newspapers, tv, etc. It only makes you depressed.
And a no means fucking NO! I read on the online Swedish Metro that a woman had been raped. She had said no to the man two times, and then went to bed in a bra and panties which, apparently, led the man to believe that she had changed her mind. And the fact that he had to force her legs apart wasn’t a clue for him. Neither the fact that she lay still, staring up in the ceiling. But the thing is.. The thing is that this man, the rapist, did not get convicted!! Apparently the word no has little value to some people..
And I saw on the same mentioned above online magazine, that, someone had been tortured and had been forced to eating his/hers own ear! (I only read the headline, couldn’t bear to read more).
It’s like.. What kind of world are we living in? Was it like this 200-300 years ago? Probably, maybe worse in some cases where women were treated like cattle. But I think that it isn’t the humans that have changed, it must be the massive amount of information that we daily have to digest. They’re telling us about everything! Every little gory detail is made into some kind of ‘sensation journalism’ (word for word translation). I don’t need to know that a person had to eat his own ear, it’s enough to say that he had been tortured.
It’s probably because of the different channels of media, that they feel like they have to stick out from the crowd with big headlines (which often has nothing to do with the actual article, not very much at least). But who’s picking up the tab? The ordinary people they exploit.
//Syntium
