The sun always shines on T.V
Current mood: Depressed
I’m at a low point right now. Not an all time low, but still enough to be annoying. I just feel like kicking someones teeth in. Preferably the nurse I am seeing, who’s supposed to be my coach in losing weight. But it feels like all she does is telling me that I’m the only one who can change my lifestyle. Which I know, it’s just that she’s going about it the wrong way. She’s not.. I would like to say encouraging, but that would be unfair. She is in some ways, but in some ways not. I don’t feel like I’m doing this for my own sake. I’m just doing this to prove to her that I can do it, it feels. It’s kind of screwed up..
I’m just sick of my life right now.. I can’t walk barefoot outside, ’cause the weather sucks. I’ve got over 3000 in bills (and the electricity bill will probably come also, just to top it off). And I’m dropping out of school. I just.. Lack motivation to everything now. The days just feels screwed up somehow.
Ah, f..
//Syntium
