What to call it?
Current mood: Undecided
As I yesterday (or very early this morning) registered at bloggportalen.se (Swedish site) and I was supposed to fill out this form and describe what my blog consisted of. It was so hard! I agonized over it! Because I realized, that my blog probably isn’t that interesting from a stranger’s point of view.
So what is my tagline? Well, I stole D’s suggestion, so credit where credit’s due. It’s ‘A blog from my lesbian, schizophrenic and sober life. In English.’ Sounds like I’ve got tons of affairs with women, and in between that I am kind of schizophrenic and sober. Fun, eh? Well, it’s not quite like that. I am a lesbian (or somewhat lesbian anyway). I do suffer from schizophrenia which, by the way, is not when you have multiple personalities. It’s a very common misconception and it pisses me off sometimes or at least makes me feel frustrated. When you have schizophrenia, you may get hallucinations, like seeing things that aren’t really there or hearing things, maybe believe that people want to hurt you. Well, that’s very individual, what you experience in a psychosis.
And sober? Tha’ts because the meds I’m taking for my damn schizophrenia. If I drink, they don’t work, simply put, so I get really depressed. Most of the time it’s not a big deal but then there’s times when it’s really hard. It’s not like I’m an alcoholic, I just miss the feeling of being relaxed and sometimes even the taste of vodka. But I’m much better off without it.
So, what should I write here to make my blog more interesting? Sex apparently.. According to bloggportalen.se the two most searched terms is about sex.
I’m sorry to disappoint you, but I’m feeling quite asexual at the moment. Or most of the time. I blame the meds. But also the fact that I don’t have a girlfriend. I mean, it would be easier to have a sexlife then. ;o)
I don’t know.. Most of the time I have no clue what I’m actually blogging about. I may have a subject that I want to write about, but when I actually write, more than half of my thoughts have just vanished. Slightly frustrating.
And I want another tattoo, but seems like I’m not the only one with that idea =/
//Syntium
