Syntium – The Blog

Current mood: Thoughtful

First post for ’09. Maybe I could write down what my hopes are for this year.
Let’s see.. Well, the biggest (no pun intended) I want this year (like every other year) is to lose weight. But this year I will do it. I’m just not sure how yet. I mean, I know how, I just need to find the right kind of motivation. I mean it’s a little bit hard to take walks when you feel like your legs are going to fold. Or that your back hurts so much it makes you want to cry. But anyway.. That’s what’s going to happen this year. I’ll lose some weight, get that gastic bypass, and lose even more weight.
The rest of it like girlfriend, cat, school will have to wait until I’m thin. Not that I’m striving for an anorectic look or something, but I just need to lose  A LOT of weight before I reach my normal weight.

So, the things I need to do is.. Eat regularly, tree times a day at the very least. And I’m trying to take short walks every day (though it has snowed and is colder than a well diggers ass). I try to find motivation in my closet, which is full of nice clothes that I can’t wear yet. I even ordered a sleeveless t-shirt the other day and it was no-way-in-hell-close to fit me. And that was despite the fact that it was XL. Well, so it doesn’t fit me. Yet that is. But it will. It has to, Or else I will probably die of a heart attack or a stroke before I’m thirty.

On another note, does anyone know where I can get a hold of a copy of the ‘A big night in with Darren Hayes’-dvd? I’d loove to have it!

//Syntium

11:56

Thought I’d be Garfield, but this may be more accurate ;o)