Syntium – The Blog

Current mood: In love!

Yes I have fallen in love all over again.. With my Nintendo DS Lite. I pimped my DS with a few new skins to choose from, and currently I am using this. It’s called Letter From An Angel, and if you have CycloDS, you can get it here. (It’s in the Art section).

It’s so nice and cozy, to play with the DS before you go to bed. It’s nice to play during the day also, but extra nice when you are lying in bed, all comfy ^^. And I so love that it’s turquoise, but if I had the money, I would buy one DS Lite of each color (ok, well, maybe not the green one).

Well, just wanted to tell you about my rediscovering of my DS =)

//Syntium

Current mood: Done

Me been a bad blogger as of late. Haven’t updated that much, and I can’t promise that it will change right now. But a little update can’t hurt anyone.

The book is done, the interview project with my family is done and I feel done too. Not in a beat, tired kind of way, but as in done. Time to move on. Of course the book isn’t even released yet so there’ll be a lot of talk about it I presume. It will be interesting to hear what people think of it. Wonder if it’ll sell out. Guess I’ll just wait and see.

What else? Not much, not much at all.

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Current mood: Drained

I probably should’ve written this yesterday, because yesterday was the one year anniversary for my blog and my homepage! So Happy birthday to.. Blog and homepage! ^^

Last entry things were as said pretty shitty.. But amazingly enough things got better. My grandmother isn’t That forgetful really. So I can keep living in denial that she’ll never disappear anywhere.

And I’ve sent back the contract to the publisher, so there’s no going back now. There will be a book! :)

Today it feels like I’ve somehow been reset to zero. All the tension with my grandmother and then the book (should I publish it or not) has made me very tired. I need some rest but after that I think I will feel fit for fight again.

//Syntium

Current mood: Sad, Despairing

‘Hey now, hey now, don’t dream it’s over’

Things are.. Pretty shitty right now.
Still not rid of the cold, I cough like an idiot.
My book is done, I have signed the contract, but I don’t know if I should send it back to the publisher. The problem is, that I don’t know how many books I will sell. And there’s a lot of money at stake, money I don’t have. I’ve got three months to save up money, and don’t know exactly how much money I will save up. Don’t know if I should take a chance and ‘go for broke’.

My grandmother is getting increasingly more forgetful, though she doesn’t want to admit it. And I guess that’s only natural. But it’s so sad, to think that she’ll probably start to forget even more and bigger things eventually. And there’ll probably be a day when she doesn’t remember, for example, who I am. But I hope that’s far away into the future

There’s a lot of other stuff going on in my head, like a cat, interview with family members that I have to get done, Things I want to write.. It’s just too much right now. Too much..

//Syntium