By the rivers dark
Current mood: Sad, Despairing
‘Hey now, hey now, don’t dream it’s over’
Things are.. Pretty shitty right now.
Still not rid of the cold, I cough like an idiot.
My book is done, I have signed the contract, but I don’t know if I should send it back to the publisher. The problem is, that I don’t know how many books I will sell. And there’s a lot of money at stake, money I don’t have. I’ve got three months to save up money, and don’t know exactly how much money I will save up. Don’t know if I should take a chance and ‘go for broke’.
My grandmother is getting increasingly more forgetful, though she doesn’t want to admit it. And I guess that’s only natural. But it’s so sad, to think that she’ll probably start to forget even more and bigger things eventually. And there’ll probably be a day when she doesn’t remember, for example, who I am. But I hope that’s far away into the future
There’s a lot of other stuff going on in my head, like a cat, interview with family members that I have to get done, Things I want to write.. It’s just too much right now. Too much..
//Syntium
