Syntium – The Blog

Current mood: Tired

Spent the weekend at my parents. I don’t know if that is the reason but I somehow feel this mental exhaustion. I really would like to go and sleep and sleep.

I don’t know what else to write,. Blogging seems kind of faded. Not that I want to give it up completely, I just think that I need… I don’t really know what I need right now (except just to lean on D’s shoulder and just think of nothing), but probably a break from this blog.

I want to write here, I do, but it’s become something of a chore instead of being fun. Or maybe it doesn’t feel like a necessity anymore. To write about everything. And at the same time I do have stuff going on, like surgery, like getting, a cat after the surgery and something worthwhile to do during the days. I don’t think this entirely uncommon, that you eventually get bored with blogging.

I don’t know what will happen to the blog, I’ll just leave it be for a while.

//Syntium

‘I’m heading for the land of the midnight sun
You could say I’m the lucky one’

So there’s been a few things happening lately. My book sold out! And they wanted to print another hundred copies! So cool!
And you know what else is cool? I’ll get that Gastric Bypass after all! Went to see the surgeon today.
Guess stuff do happen! =)

//Syntium

Current mood: Merry

Well, not really, I’m in more kind of a sleepy/uninspired kind of mood. But this is the 100th post of this blog, I am making an effort to be festive, so.. Yay! Yeah, I should probably do something like adding a picture or something to make this post extra special. But I have no clue what kind of picture, so I’ll leave that be.

Aaanyway.. Dunno really what to write.. Feeling that 100Th post pressure on me. That it should be grand and deep and so on. Maybe that’s why I’ve been putting it off.

I’m not sure why I keep this blog.. Mostly for myself I guess. The thing is, right now I don’t feel like I have anything interesting to write, even for me. I can only imagine how boring this blog must be to anyone reading it. But then again, how many blogs are interesting? The personal blogs I mean, where you write every five minutes what you have done for the past five minutes.

I don’t write every five minutes, but still I can’t seem to come up with anything interesting. Guess I just don’t lead an interesting life at the moment.

I’m just waiting, it seems, for the day when I have my kitten. But I’ll have to do a lot of saving before that so it feels like it’s far, faaar away into the future before I’ll have my kitten boy. It’s not just the cat that costs. I mean the first year is really expensive with vaccination, id-chipping and this little kitty will also get a tattoo in his ear, plus he will get a tag with his name and info that he’s ‘chipped’. Maybe also his tattoo number, don’t know. All of this just to be on the safe side. And of course he will be insured.

Speaking of tattoos, of course I will get a paw print tattoo with the cat’s name above it like my two previous cats. Yeah, D has called me ‘Crazy cat lady’ ;P

It’s probably just as well that I need to save so much, because of this Gastric bypass that I want to do. Hopefully I will get to meet the surgeon soon, so that I can get more info.

//Syntium