Tear it up

2010.01.30

Current mood: Satisified

Trying out a new theme Again. It’s not that I was bored with the last one, it just had some minor flaws. This one is called ‘nona’, and I think it’s very good looking (of course, otherwise I wouldn’t have chosen it). Let’s hope this is the end of theme searching and that I don’t find a flaw that disturbs me too much.. For a loong while at least!

I’ve promised a pic of my new netbook, and maybe that will come, but let me just say I am very pleased with it. Yesterday, I pretty much wrote all day! It’s very comfortable to write with, I must say.

Last Monday I went to the dietitian and got my final approval for the gastric bypass. I felt relieved of course, but at the same time it felt a bit anti-climactic. Maybe because I had prepared for her to say no and had all of these arguments in my head about why I should get the surgery, it was like when I met with the surgeon, it just felt as if it went ‘too easy’. Probably of all this energy I had built up, and never got to use. So now all I have to do is wait. She said it would probably take about 2-3 months before I got my surgery.

It’s all so strange, I can’t really wrap my brain around the fact that this is for life, and that I have to make a lot of changes and sacrifices. But at the same time.. It’s not like I have a choice in the matter. I have to do this surgery or I’ll keep gaining weight until my back breaks in two.

Ok, let’s try this theme out with a new entry! ^^

//Syntium

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