On the verge of something wonderful

2010.04.19

Current mood: Happy!

Finally I see the light at the end of the tunnel! On Wednesday is my surgery and I will be admitted to the hospital tomorrow.
I’m so excited! My new life has begun! And I have turned the massive tide that is weight gaining, and these past three weeks I have lost 7 kilos. It’s a long way to go yet, but it’s a start!
As said in previous blog post, I’m proud of myself. It has been (and is) tough and it probably won’t be easy getting a hang of new eating habits and stuff. But in the end it would be so worth it, if I could reach a more normal weight.

Other than that not much to tell :o)

//Syntium

The countdown has begun!

2010.04.10

‘Say hello to your future
I’m just pleased to meet you
You were a million miles away’

10 days to go with the liquid diet, then Gastric bypass!
I have really outdone myself this time. Don’t know what mode I’ve entered, but it really feel like I can do this. I have done 11 days of the liquid diet, and the first week was really  hard! But I made it, and though it’s still tough, it feels like downhill compared to the first week. And it really is, I’m more than halfway there! I’m just.. I am actually proud of myself! And that is not a feeling that I’m usually ‘haunted’ by ;o)

Though it must be said, I could not have done it without the massive support I’ve received. Or maybe I could have but it would have been helluva lot harder!

//Syntium

Floating away

2010.04.06

Current mood: Balanced

It’s about time I updated here. I have started my liquid diet before the surgery now, so I’ve been feeling kind of tired and weak. But now I feel like I can actually do this. It was an uphill a week long and during that time I didn’t feel like doing anything, so no blog.

I have actually lost 3 kg’s. In a week. I guess it’s a lot for such a short amount of time, but I have a loooong way to go yet. But I’m not saying I’m not proud of the weight I’ve lost, I am ^^.

In other news, I did ‘get’ a cat to take care of, but a boy cat instead. And it was just the right timing, if he hadn’t been here to distract me, I probably would have failed my diet already. But now it’s ‘only’ two weeks to go, then surgery. Yay!

My tail arrived today. It was a bit thicker than it seemed on the picture, but it’ll be nice when I’m thin enough to wear a belt and wear the tail. So cool. =^o^=

Ah, well..

//Syntium