Altered state
‘Who would have thought it could be amazing
Who would have thought the tiny corageous’
Oh my Lordy.. It’s been quite a while since I wrote here. It just hasn’t felt right, though I have had many thoughts popping up now and then about writing here.
There’s just been so much new stuff to get used to with the gastric bypass, like eating slooowly (I still haven’t got the hang of that), but.. I do have lost 20 kg so far! That feels really amazing, I mean 20 kg!! But at the same time a li’l frustrating. Because at the same time it goes slowly. I have a lot of clothes that I have bought before, thinking that ‘Well , I am going to lose weight so..’ But I did never lose that weight, until now that is. 20 kg but not enough for all of the t-shirts. The looked like they are glued to my body.
‘Nuff about that.. What else has happened? Not much, to tell you the truth. I have decided to actually postpone me getting cats to some time in the future. I just doesn’t feel right at the moment, despite my wish to have a furry friend. I just don’t get in that mood anymore of absolutely ‘must have cat’-feelings.
A thing that bugs me is that I don’t haven’t had much desire to write stuff since the surgery. This feeling of wanting to write stories so much that you actually sit down and do it. Not much of that, no. Although I started on a movie script, an idea that I’ve had since I was like 15.
It’s kind of frustrating, to want to want write, but you just don’t want to.
Ah, this wasn’t the deep, grand blog post I was hoping to come up with so I’ll see ya.
//Syntium
