Plans
‘What if the world is:
Waiting there for the ones who love it
Offering all the fruits within it
Maybe I’m too comfortable here
in the same old town
In the same old town’
As always when I have come to a decision about something I want it to happen instantly! That is a frustrating feeling, I must say. But on the other hand, I have this strange feeling. I feel calm in that decision to move to D. I feel calm because I have never been more sure of something in my life, it feels. It’s a huge thing, to move like that, but it feels so right so I am confident it will take place.
Now is the time. I feel ready! I feel strong! And that worries me.. (Of course it does, I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t worry about Something). I’m worried that I put too much faith in this move. That everything will be perfect as long as I move to D’s town. Nothing turns out the way you expect it to. Or maybe it will, but it won’t feel like you have imagined it to feel. Of course, that doesn’t mean it has to be bad, it’s just.. Never how you imagine it.
Still, I can’t wait to pack up my life in boxes and move out of this town!
//Syntium
