Syntium – The Blog

‘The first snow’s falling from the sky
The last leaves wavin’ sayin’ goodbye’

Yes, we had snow a few days ago, but fortunately, it melted away. I just cannot bear the thought of another winter like the one we had last/this year. And yet they say it will be the coldest winter in over 1000 years. I don’t understand.. Global warming anyone?
Be that as it may, it’s sunny outside now, and not too cold but I am of course as usual lazy as fuck. I thought about taking a walk, I even got as far as putting my jacket on and went outside the door, but just when I had gotten outside, I suddenly changed my mind!
I have no clue why, I just didn’t feel like taking a walk.
Hopefully this will change when I live closer to D. Maybe we can boost each other to take walks, exercise and stuff.

Another thing that I hope will change with D’s help, is my discipline with writing. I’m hoping that he can jumpstart my desire to write a little. To have someone to run ideas by and have brainstorming things would be really cool. But, still no apartment there. :(

While I’m on the subject of writing, I just thought I should mention Zim wiki. It’s a neat little tool for writing down ideas and stuff (or whatever you want to use it for). I really like it! Too bad I don’t have that many ideas to write down.. Maybe it’s performance anxiety? I want to fill that Zim document with lots o’ ideas, but I fail. Ok, not completely, I have written some, but not enough. Not as much as I want to. Maybe I should try more writing exercises? I did ask D for a random picture to write about, and he gave me one, and it was quite fun. Trying to write without knowing anything about the pic but letting your imagination run wild. Think I’ll do that again.

There’s too much blocking me when I write. Instead of just writing, I think about how I should form sentences, spelling etc. I edit before I write it basically, and that’s not how I want to work. I want to be more free. Think I will google for exercises now. And I will add a youtube video of how Zim works. Enjoy :D

//Syntium

So, supposedly, I am a domesticated furry.. ‘No problems taking orders’ is just.. well, it feels wrong. But hey, domesticated cats (yes, I see myself as a cat if I had to choose, I’m not a furry in ‘that’ sense) doesn’t do what they’re told like 95% of the time.

Erhm.. Well, it was just a fun test. I am kind of on the look out for cute/cool furry art (not the porn stuff, yiff, or whatever it is called). Why you ask? Well, I’ve never cared for furry art myself, but without giving too much away, I need it for inspiration, for a.. We could call it story, that I want to write. I really want to create this whole world like so many great fantasy writers like Tolkien or Katherine Kerr. But as said, I don’t want to give too much away. Maybe you’ll get to read it one day ;)

So, how has life been treating me since last I wrote here? It’s been some ups and downs to be honest. I don’t really know how I feel.. Still no apartment in D’s town. I feel torn about that. On one hand I need to leave like, now! And on the other.. Well, I did have this cat, Nicholas, for a while and he was Not happy with being an indoor cat. So suffice it to say this place need a little fixing up. Which of course I have to pay for. I should probably wait with the move and save the money. But I haven’t got a new apartment yet so.. There’s still time, I guess.

I turn.. 30.. next year in February. I hate that, but I thought I’d at least treat myself to something fun. Like a tattoo. But I wonder if I shouldn’t save that money instead.. Yeah, probably.

//Syntium