All is full of love
Soon, on Saturday to be precise, I am taking a huge leap emotionally and physically. I am moving in with D. He lives about 30 Swedish miles from where I live now, so… Huge leap :)
It’s only temporary, I will continue looking for an apartment of my own, but I’m kind of hoping we will both feel it’s the right thing to be living together. At this precise moment, it’s the right thing to do, and I hope it will stay that way =)
I never thought it could feel like this, like I want to embrace the whole world. And not just the being in love thing (yeah, I’m in love with D), but it feels like I’m bursting with these good feelings.
So, I thought, new town, new habits. I’m thinking of having a real diary again. You know, a notebook, with a pen. ^^ I’m not as paranoid as I was, say, ten years ago so I may not burn this new diary like I did with the ones I kept during my teens and so on. We’ll see.
One thing I hope though, when on the subject of writing, that I will be able to write more stuff. All kinds of stuff. The problem is that I got too many things going on in my head at once, that I want to write, and I can only focus on one at a time. Maybe that’s not a big problem, I can always focus on one thing and when I get bored with that, write on something else.
So, uh… I don’t really know where this blog’s heading. I renewed my subscription for the website, but I don’t feel like writing here as much as I did in the beginning. And really, who reads these personal blogs anyway? ;)
//Syntium
